Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Pink's Perfect is F**kn Perfect

 Someone linked this video of Pink's song on facebook. I was in the mood to download new songs, or songs I've never heard yet. So yeah, I opened the video, watched and listened, and I really liked it -- LOVED it.
 I am inlove with this song 'coz I can totally see myself to that teenage girl. Those insecurities, cuts on the wirst... Been there, done that. Fitting in wasn't that hard compared to other places, but I won't say it wasn't hard. It was a struggle too; finding the right friends, real friends, people who you should trust, listen to, or just hang out with.
 You want things, think you need things more than necessary. Teenage years are always the hardest part. I am still on that stage, though. And I did have a lot of struggles (on my own.) I speak out on my diary, or on my online diaries, blogs or whatever. Nobody knew about what I really felt, what were my real reactions toward certain problems, fights, misunderstandings, heartaches. Nobody knew the real reason behind the scars on my wrist, tears on my pillow -- even my parents, even my closest friends.
 I did not tell anyone coz I was afraid. AFRAID -- afraid of what other people might say. You may keep on posting on your facebook "I don't care what other people think." or give others the advice "Don't think about what they'll think about it." and the saying "Those mind won't matter, and those who matter won't mind." But still, you still give attention to other people's opinions about you. So basically, you'd rather choose to be fakishly real about your feelings, rather than tell the truth and people would look at you differently -- weirdly.
 It's just always your choice, no one to blame.  It's you. Though you weren't really made to please people, but you were made to live equally with other people. Just admit it, you will never be complete if you're just you alone. You were made for someone, something... You may not know it, but who cares? As long as you are happy, and not hurting other people, it won't matter. :)

1 comment:

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